Pucky † 2001

In memory of Pucky,
September 1987 - November 17th 2001

Pucky

Today, November 17th, 2001 about 14:30 we put Pucky to sleep. We love him and he will forever be deeply missed. Sleep now, my love.

Some 14 days ago, we started to fear the massive weight loss we noticed on Pucky for some time now. We took him to the doctor who diagnosed a complete failure of the kidneys within the next days, perhaps weeks.

Our time lasted 5 only more days.

We hoped you get better

Then we hoped you’d pass away peacefully in your sleep

You were so weak

Last night I took you into my bed again

Then we took you to the doctor

You lay there, purring peacefully in acceptance

I saw you take your last breath

I saw your last heartbeat

I saw you go

Now all that’s left is my doubt

Did you go because we loved you enough to let you go

Did you go because we were too weak to bear your suffering any longer

I’m so sorry…

In deep love - Michael